But no matter where you run.. you can't run from yourself
"As we grow older it becomes difficult to just believe, it's not that we don't want to, but too much has happened that we can't" - Now and Then
It was in a foreign hotel's bathtub I baptized myself in change. And one by one I drowned all of the people I had been.
Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul, And just know that I grow colder the older I grow This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold And this load is like the weight of the world And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up, Or try to live up to these expectations?